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Tuesday, January 29, 2008

I swear I'm fucking flooded with projects right now
I have 3 fucking heavy subjects on my fucking hand right now
And I have a fucking Maths quiz tmrw
If i don't fucking pass that fucking Maths quiz
I'd be fucking screwed cause I fucking didn't do well for the past quiz and term test

Fucking Web Application is such a killer
Fucking stayed back till like 8.30pm in school just trying to fucking complete it
Even after fucking 2hrs plus, could complete barely half

I'm fucking tired now
My brain is fucking half dead
I still got Maths that I fucking need to try and practice a little
If not I'l fucking need to take Supp paper

As for fucking piece of shit Java
I thought I'd done quite alot
Seemingly, it was pretty well a load of rubbish
Thanks to my friend who edited pretty well alot of it
I got no fucking time to do a new one

I'm so fucking gona spend like 3pm-9pm in the fucking computer lab trying to finish my fucked up project
Man I feel so fucked up this week

So please don't step on my tail
I swear I'll fucking screw you upside down

Apparently all those fucks that I said haven't done anything to ease the stress as I wanted to
Oh well too fucking bad
I'm sorry for them.

I need to fucking study for Maths now.
What a fucked up post.

Five - Keep Moving On



Get on up, when you're down baby
Take a good look around
I know it's not much
But it's ok
Keep on moving on anyway

This song is fucking happy and motivating please
To all my friends who're in the same boat as me.
Sunday, January 27, 2008

I've not been sleeping well
As in i've not been sleeping till late, thats why
I wake up at like 8-10am in the morning
I think something's seriously wrong with me

Today was nothing less then screwed up and disappointing

So last min stuff
And in the end had to go quick-shopping alone
Bought like 2 shirts 2 boxers 1 pair of shoes
I left my house @ 2.30pm and came back @ 5pm
Yah who the fuck shops so fast anyway

Next week is dedicated all to SCHOOL
A breather after next week

And thanks to that idiot
Who always says dumb stuff
That pretty well lightens my day, which is far better then nothing :]
Saturday, January 26, 2008

I GOT SIXTEEN UPON TWENTY FOR SOCIO QUIZ4 AHHA
Record please
Thanks to Ivan Lim
HELPED ME WITH QUIZ
Cause i no TEXTBOOK
I think im pretty screwed without the textbook to study for the exam
I ONLY GOT LECTURE NOTES
Which isnt very filled up too

I owe u lunch Ivan
I swear the Socio test next week is simply terrifying
Seeing what they test on. Fuck lah.
Plus i dont have the textbook
Buying now would be definitely a WASTE OF MONEY

Plus i went to sch today to do my proj
Only to find out that the labs are CLOSED
Lucky i live like 7 bus stops away from school
Not like 7 MRT stops or 17 bus stops


I'm uber glad
I didn't throw away that chance

I CUT-ED MY HAIR
I dont know why its 13 instead of 10
Perhaps of CNY nearing

Deadlines are nearing too
Im stressed in the head, not physically HAHA

Im so fucking sorry to my grpmates for screwing up when we had done such a hard part
So now we have to restart again
FUCKING SORRY SHIT

Im sensing trouble
So u better shut up ey :D
Thursday, January 24, 2008

Final day was as usual the most fun of all
Treasure hunt, trebuchet
Treasure hunt damn tiring. Had to group hop all over the school.
Got damn cute freshies even called me to ask where the water cooler was.

Trebuchet was damn fun
My group from cannot shoot even 1metre then jumped to shoot other ppl's flag.
Kinda cheating
EVERY OTHER TEAM SHOOT US
Guess we too powderful alrdy lah

Lastly was 'Walk down memory lane'
I think i started feeling alittle err sad towards the end
I so was damn scared i was going to cry so i ask Claudine sit beside me because she got tissue paper HAHA
Ok lah. It wasnt that bad. Wasnt on the verge of tears but was still pretty sad.

Thank all those that came to the camp.
Made this camp a different experience for me.
Wana thank all those from different groups too.
Though u're not in mine, u all are definitely a fun bunch.

Yeah.
Now its back to reality.
Back to school.
Test later.


You don't know what you did
Undescribable
Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Today is like probably the best day of the other 3
Some ppl can really drag down ur spirits together with the others
But some can really bring back up ur spirits way up high

Big thanks and hugs to those few who actually made my coming to this workshop so damn worth it
Theres still 1 last day
Seems damn fun

Im totally burnt
Staying in the sun from like 1pm till 5pm
Im SexyRed. Like a lobster.
Its itchy and damn sensitive now.

Why cant they make it later rather then 7am
Monday, January 21, 2008

I did i think quite a shitty job today
But its damn true
Its better to experience this in year1, so i can learn from it and make it better
Rather then being in year3 and experiencing this kind of shit

DPA totally drains my strength for the day
SAW AL LENE LAH SIAL
Looks as short as ever

Foosball with Shep was hilarious to the max
Sunday, January 20, 2008

I gymmed again. After like dont know how many weeks of digression
I was there barely an hour HAHAHA
Went shopping around for like 20mins or so
GOT A NEW SHIRT

Met DOLS after that
Followed her around for like 1/2hr or so
SHE WAS ON BLADES
AND I WAS WALKING
I DID NOT PANG SEH HER

I finally ate dinner with my parents for like after a week or so
Havent seen my brother
He came back last night and went back this morning
Guess he'll be back only next week


I fucking didnt know i had to hand in my Sociology project this week
Plus i actually have LOA
But i dont wana miss the presentation
I think i did quite a pretty okay job in that 1/2hr or so
Thanks NAOMZ for that idea


Its starting
Saturday, January 19, 2008

DPA was kinda okay today
I think my group is fun. Tgt with Glenn and Zain
Got quite a few crazy rah-rah girls too
FUN STUFF

Three more days
My group is cool

Ate dinner with Brandon and KC
Damn full.
Went to find ACCION ppl and unexpectedly stayed there for the entire thing
I think we damn extra but they damn welcoming ppl
Some ass actually called the police. What fucktards.

Reached home at like 11.30
Tired seriously.


U may know me for a pretty long time
But i don't exactly like you
Rather towards hate
I don't treat u like a friend mine
Yet you treat me as if i am on damn good terms with you
People define their limits, yet redefine them
You simply don't know where is yours and when to stop.
I'll want to spew vulgarities at you.
I'm just keeping it in for now.

Till then. We'll see.
Friday, January 18, 2008

AC race was crazy stuff
Fucking made us run from one end of the school to the other BACK AND FROM
More than 5km

But oh well FUN STUFF WITH DOLYCE AND MATT

SORRY SLUT FOR INJURING UR POOR FINGER hahahah

Movie marathon tmrw is CANCELLED

White top + Jeans + Killer weather tmrw spells shitty-ness

Take steps in every direction
And finally see which is the best :D
Wednesday, January 16, 2008

Mensa's Fish Special is good stuff
But Brandon says it feels like eating rubber. RUBBER FISH.

Thinking back during TPOH
That memory just came back to me

Student: "eh she my twin sister u know"
Me: "oh than why u so ugly one?"

HAHA
I just cldnt take it
He totally reminds me of my classmate, Ryan Lopez
Amanda totally whacked me when she heard me

Somehow i just need to verbally express my overflowing thoughts
Some times not really intentionally but just a slip of the tongue but doesnt get me into any shit
Frequently the blurting out of thoughts will just make ppl around me smile :]. Priceless.

Sour flavoured Skittles SUCK
Its good for sleepy days though
Its freaking sour
I didnt finish it
Gave it to my dear classmate who helped with my project :DD

Friend of mine saw me walking to engine school turned back to library and BACK to engine
AND NEVER CALL ME
Plus i walked to and fro was much faster then her
Biz school doing project in engine school. Tsk

I think DPA is gona be real fun shit.
Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Boring day

Mensa's opening tmrw :]

Random fact, smoothie mix Skittles is good stuff

Haven been going to tha gym lately. Bad stuff.

Design Biz n Mensa western is all good
Its just a matter of uniquity(if there's sucha word)

Everything's coming fast
Deadlines are coming in

Holidays are coming darn slow.
Monday, January 14, 2008

I'm starting to feel stressed
I dont know why
But somehow im feeling it

Perhaps its cause there are major projects coming up
Im not any where near completing them
I got activities planned like days ahead

As much as i not want to help out for the DSA
I feel kinda bad pulling out
Plus i dont want miss out on the experience i'l get

I should really get my ass down on work
Instead of hanging out with fellow friends after school


2 major projects:
Java
Web Application 2



Lastly, I really wonder if its me
Since alrdy 2 of my quite good friends actually said i've gotten quieter, moody, emo BLAH
Ok lah i think its PUBERTY really.

On the other hand
I feel i actually have gotten friendlier
Ironic stuff
Cause i think i talked quite alot during TPOH to strangers which are now FRIENDS


Lets see what have they got to offer
You're still my dear friend :)
Sunday, January 13, 2008

FUN STUFF ALL THE WAY
10AM TO 1AM

BEN&JERRY'S
NEW FRIENDS
STRONGER FRIENDSHIPS
RETARDED PPL
LAUGHTER

Lastly legs are aching

I THINK THESE 3 DAYS FUCKING FUN

Okay tmrw Komez outing
I pray will have at least 5 or more for the outing

3 DAYS NEVER ONLINE NO BASTARD HELP ME SPREAD

Ok fine my fault anyway
BUT..nevermind.
Friday, January 11, 2008

TPOH Day2 First things first
Sorry to dear IC that i came so late

Simply couldnt wake up
Reached sch @ like 12pm
Lunched and started giving out shirts
Dory Fish is simply the best man. With watever shit butter sauce. Rocks like garlic butter mussells does

2 cartons of mineral water not very light
Went around taking pictures with new friend err Siew Ling or Su Ling HILYAH'S FRIEND

Maaaaaaaass dance

De-brief was pretty fun and hilarious
Maybe its cause Shep was around and got that right feeling to release nonsensical stuff into the atmostphere like

Shep: eh sean got babe there
Sean: where got?
Shep: there the pink one
Sean: *shouts* HAR SHEP? THE PINK ONE AH

Ok fun is fun but comes at the expense of other stuff

Sky Jem Matt JL wore sch uni just to kope free goodie bag -_-
I think i shd sleep soon
I predict theres gona be a DOTA match soon too.


But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone’s looking round
Thinking I’m going crazy

TP Open House Day1

Had to go for lessons once in between cause got no LOA
I probably screwed up my test big time alrdy

Skipped Java
Totally anti-climax after lab test

Ok dont wana describe further


Going for Day2 soon
Hope it'l be a good start but NOT
Im supposed to have classes from 9-12
And duty is from 10-12
And i slept till 11

So im gona reach school only at 12pm

What a great start
FUCKING TIRED
Tuesday, January 8, 2008

8am sociology lesson
Class was EMPTY
I walked out of the finger block
Checked my timetable meanwhile a girl from my class walked in, so i decided to wait awhile but she never came out apparently there is class lah
Made me happy for like 20secs
Thought could go home n sleep more

I suckkkk at Foosball alrdy

Mensa's salad is damn good
But i still keep throwing away those veggies that look like freshly plucked from the trees
HORRIBLE
I only am NEUTRAL TO LETTUCE FULL STOP
No others

Tmrw running!
Thursday open house!

Tuesday hand in flowchart. THIRTY MARKS. fuck.


It’s too late to be trippin' on the phone here
Get off the wire
You know everything is good here
Stop what you’re doin'
You don’t wanna ruin
The chance that you got tofind a new one
Monday, January 7, 2008

I hate early morning lessons
Lessons that start @ like NINE

I think its still way early even thought secondary is like worse

Labtest was FANTASTIC
I actually knew how to do it. I THINK.
Da 2 lowest for Telsys(me & my friend)
Probably got 2 of the few highest in class. FANTASTIC!

5km reservoir run with Shep and Weng Hao
Legs jelly alrdy
Plus Shep and Me cant do standing broad jump for nuts

PA TOH YAO
Shitty dinner

And its a bloody 8am lesson tmrw
And i realized i got no shorts to match my jacket
I need to wear my jacket cause CLASSROOM FUCKING COLD

Thursday can chao lessons
Friday NO school




I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by
I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time
Sunday, January 6, 2008

My back is aching bad
Test tmrw
Please dont screw this up for me

I've screwed my New Year resolution ALREADY
Tried not saying vulgarities for 1 month
Said it on the third day

More to go anyway



Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
Chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
Saturday, January 5, 2008

Komez dinner yesterday!
Not that many people turned up
But was still pretty fun nonetheless
Not the dinner that counts
But what happened after the dinner counts

Played 'I never ever'
Couple of ppl left and it was Weng Hao Karen Dion KC Jiamin Joan Yunrun Me Larry and Lucas left
Yunru is crazy

Ok tataz

I think Ironman is gona be fantabulous

Like off on the switch




Thursday, January 3, 2008

AVP2 sucks tremendously man
Everybody said it was bad
But simply couldnt convince myself how bad it could be HA!
Its just that the fighting scenes were way too short
Plus it was too dark to see the fighting clearly
Thought it was like some Blockbuster hit but seems more like Singaporean director making an action movie. Thats why u dont see any at all.

Throughout the movie
Some stupid girl was happily pinching me throughout
And fucking small group of bengs and lians rocking our chair

Next movie
I am Legend

Man im gona get so broke
Tmrw PTP!


Guys really have such big Egos haha
Wednesday, January 2, 2008

Fucking disappointing shit
I seriously thought i would pass my maths
Having all those tuition from friends who cared
Wasted their time when they could be enjoying or doing their projects

Damn sorry to disappoint
Got a forty upon hundred
Average passing was around 65 lah
I think im pretty screwed up in mathematical calculations

Oh wello on the bright side
Thats the only subject i failed
And for once this sem
I studied pretty hard
But i dont know why i still fucking failed maths

But i at least did got A for Net Fund and B for Telsys
Missed by 1 mark for Telsys
Bastard teacher 1 mark aso dont wana give

Im still fucking sad for maths
I got sucha feeling im gona take supp paper
First quiz alrdy buang
And out of the total 25% which is term test + quiz
I prolly got like 6% only
Whichever idiot said EM2 was actually easier

I'l know if im gona take the supp paper when the next term test comes.
Think i should start going for Peer Tutoring Programme

Layla Kaylif - Shakespeare in Love

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

HELLOOOO 2008!

07's been quite a year
Entered poly
Made many friends
Good close friends
Not to mention failing exams too
07 has been no less than a fantastic year
Pretty sure 08 has much more in store for me and including everybody around me

I pray for a peaceful happy O Eight ahead of me
But pretty well NO cause TP had to continue school on a bloody 31st

Back to reality
I still cant seem to contact my grpmate
If i dont tell him what to do
Im prolly gona get a fucking ZERO for that subject
I'l bash the fucking daylights outta him if i get a ZERO because of him